"help im alive my heart is beating like a hammer"
so im writing letters, to certain people before i leave. yes there probably will be tears.
im not even going to give them to them in person, im mailing them. which is way stupid, but i also think it'll be sweet. the day i leave im making a very special trip to the post office.
There were these stages of emotions i felt throughout this whole year to do with the moving away situation. at first i felt nothing, i didnt pay any attention, nothing had even hit me yet, then i became scared, scared of making all these new friends, n then when i met alot of people i became excited i couldnt wait, now.. im just sad.. n i think it'll probably stay like that until school actually starts.
this is a great step in my life though.
and just thinking about it like that, makes me so happy.
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